I am in the search for the next project. Or projects.
I had a light bulb moment today. With the theatre show finished, and sleep back to normal patterns, I don't have a large creative outlet on the go. Also, since the house is for sale we are not even gardening. Just weeding and cleaning house, and while this does provide short term satisfaction for the retentive, organised left brain, it is not exactly exercising the other half of my brain, or satisfying the soul.
I also discovered a few days ago something which friends and workmates probably already knew, that I seem to have a minimum level of activity/projects/commitments that makes me feel content/wanted/busy/satisfied. I know this is due to having an overactive enthusiasm, and unwillingness to pull out when the passion has long gone. This is why I overcommit and travel the road to burnout more often than cruising at a sustainable pace.
This is fascinating me - how many projects is my perfect balance between the rewards of activity and the joys of slow mode?
I am trying not to commit to anything big while I answer this question. But that doesnt mean I can't start (or-restart) lots of small projects.
- Photos - on the winter to-do list for the past 4 winters.
- Pull out the knitting box, cruise ravelry looking for ideas I can do without having to buy new wool or needles. Cast on two new projects using existing stash.
- Then promptly order two new knitting books, and some yarn to finish a half completed blanket.
- Look for a creative writing course I can do by correspondence.
- Storyboard two novels, and actually start to write one of them because I want to see how the characters develop.
- Design my dream house for when we move (and have an endless supply of funds).
- Read about native plants and visit the botanical gardens - in preparation for planting natives on our land.
- Commit to regularly writing in my blog - to develop regular writing habit and take time to reflect.
A bored mind really can come up with all sorts of things to keep it busy.
Dream, think, plan, imagine, design, plot, scheme.